The Last Liberal
Chapter 1
The George N. Leighton Criminal Court Building
hummed with a low, electric tension that seemed to hang in the fluorescent air.
On the fifteenth floor, in a paneled courtroom that had seen too many ruined
lives to count, twelve jurors leaned forward in their chairs, elbows on the
worn wooden rail, eyes locked on the man pacing between counsel table and the
well.
Evan Rourke’s shoes whispered across the tile.
His navy suit jacket was unbuttoned, sleeves pushed back just enough to show
forearms taut with nervous energy. His tie—blue with tiny white dots—was
slightly loosened, not sloppy, just human. A legal pad lay abandoned on the
defense table, pages dense with his looping handwriting. He hadn’t looked at it
in ten minutes.
He didn’t need it.
At the defense table, his client sat, in the
relaxed manner not of a scared guilty man, but a man supremely confident he is
getting away with something.
Diego Álvarez, thirty-four, Venezuelan by birth,
Chicago by bad luck. A thin scar carved a pale line from his left temple to his
jaw He did not sit like a man on trial for his freedom. He lounged in his chair
with the easy, insolent calm of someone who had seen the inside of courtrooms
too many times to count. His posture was relaxed—shoulders loose, one arm
draped over the back of the chair, fingers tapping an idle rhythm. His shirt
collar sat just low enough to reveal the ink coiling up his neck: crude gang
markings from Caracas and Maracaibo, stamped into his skin like a résumé of
violence.
His eyes were flat, empty, predatory—two dark
coins giving nothing back. Every so often he turned them toward the jury,
holding each gaze a second too long, daring someone to look away first. Some
jurors did. A few tried not to. One woman swallowed and shifted in her seat.
Diego noticed. His mouth twitched in something between amusement and contempt.
He didn’t fidget. He didn’t tremble. He didn’t
seek comfort from Evan or look for reassurance. He seemed almost bored by the
proceedings, a man who had slipped the noose before and expected to do it
again. When the victim entered earlier in the week, he hadn’t averted his eyes
in shame—he’d watched her walk with the same cold attention he gave the jurors
now, as if cataloging weaknesses.
If Evan was fighting for his client’s life, Diego
appeared to be waiting for everyone else to catch up to the fact that he wasn’t
afraid of losing it.
At the other table, Assistant State’s Attorney
Megan Kline watched Evan with a cool, measured stare. Her gray suit was
precise, her red legal pad neatly tabbed, her posture perfect. Next to her, the
lead detective sat in the front row, thick hands folded over his belt buckle,
uniform creased razor-sharp.
The gallery was half full—victim’s family
clustered to the left, a couple of reporters with small notebooks in the back
row, one sketch artist working in quick strokes. The judge’s bench loomed above
it all, dark oak and authority. Judge Alan Brecker, silver hair cut close,
glasses low on his nose, watched from behind his elevated desk, mask of
neutrality carefully in place.
Evan stopped near the jury box, palms open, voice
low and steady.
“This case,” he said, “is not about whether
something terrible happened. We all know something terrible happened.”
He let the words settle, let the jurors shift. He
saw the youngest juror, a woman in her late twenties with soft brown hair,
swallow and look down, jaw tight. The older Black man in the back row—juror
number seven—met his eyes head-on, waiting.
“It’s not about whether you feel anger,” Evan
continued. “How could you not? You’ve heard things in this room that will stay
with you for the rest of your lives. You’ve seen photographs you’ll wish you
could unsee. You’ve watched witnesses break on that stand.”
He paused, let his gaze drift to Diego for a
beat, then back to the panel.
“But the law,” Evan said, the word ringing
faintly off the high ceiling, “the law is not about anger. The law is about
proof. The law is about process. The law is about whether the government—this
enormous machine we call the State—follows its own rules before it tries to
take a man’s life away.”
He turned, gesturing lightly toward the
prosecution table.
“The State wants you to look at my client and see
a monster. They want you to see a label: ‘violent sex offender,’ ‘gang member,’
‘illegal immigrant.’ They want you to stop right there and let those words do
all the work.”
He took a step closer to the jury, voice still
even.
“But you swore an oath. Not to your gut. Not to
the headlines. You swore an oath to the law and to the evidence.”
He moved back toward the defense table, letting
the silence deepen. He could feel the victim’s father’s stare burning into his
back from the gallery. He didn’t turn. If he did, he’d see the man’s ruined
eyes, and some small, guilty part of him would agree with the State. That part
could not be allowed anywhere near his closing argument.
“Let’s start with the evidence,” Evan said,
pivoting. “Because if you strip away the emotion, what are we actually left
with?”
He raised one finger.
“Number one: There is no physical evidence tying
Mr. Álvarez to this crime. None. The DNA at the scene? It belongs to the victim
and her husband. We all heard the lab tech testify to that. No DNA from Diego.
No fingerprints on the window. No footprints in the mud that match his shoes.
Nothing.”
He held up a second finger.
“Number two: The only identification in this case
came from a single, highly suggestive photo lineup conducted twelve hours after
the assault, when the victim was sedated, traumatized, and exhausted.”
He turned, eyes on juror number three, a
middle-aged white man with a Cubs lapel pin. “You remember the testimony. The
detective admitted he told her, ‘We think the guy’s in here.’ That’s not
neutral. That’s not careful. That’s pressure.”
He walked toward the prosecution table now, his
voice sharpening just a hair.
“And number three: The arrest itself. You heard
me argue this in the motion to suppress. You heard the officer testify. They
did not have a warrant. They did not have probable cause. They had a hunch.”
He turned back to the jury, the words coming
faster now, heat threading under the control.
“They went into an immigrant neighborhood at
three in the morning, rousted men from their beds, and pulled Mr. Álvarez out
of his cousin’s apartment because he had the wrong accent, the wrong tattoos,
the wrong immigration status. They ran his name, saw a record, saw prior
deportations, and decided, ‘We got him. Case closed.’”
He spread his hands.
“That is not how justice works. That is how fear
works. That is how profiling works. That is how you get wrongful convictions.”
He could feel his heart thumping harder now, the
old adrenaline he knew from protests and microphones and tear gas canisters
rolling at his feet. The courtroom smelled faintly of coffee gone cold and
floor polish, a sterile backdrop to very human suffering.
“Judge Brecker has already ruled,” Evan
continued, nodding respectfully toward the bench, “that the stop and arrest
were… let’s call it what it was… unconstitutional. That’s why the initial
statements Mr. Álvarez made to police were suppressed. You were not allowed to
hear them. Rightly so. Because they were taken after a Fourth Amendment
violation. Because the police broke the rules.”
He let that hang.
“But then,” he said quietly, “the State pivoted.
They said, ‘Okay, fine. We can’t use his statements. We’ll build our case
around this photo lineup instead. We’ll build our case around this one, shaky
identification. We’ll try to patch up a bad stop with a bad lineup, and we’ll
hope the jury doesn’t notice how we got here.’”
He stepped closer to the jury again, voice
softening.
“You noticed.”
He could see it in their faces: the doubt, the
discomfort. Some of them looked down at their hands. One woman bit her lip.
Juror seven’s arms were crossed now, brow furrowed.
“Look,” Evan said, “none of this is easy. The
State got up here and showed you my client’s record. They pointed at those
prior convictions like they were destiny carved in stone. They told you he’s
been deported twice. They used phrases like ‘career criminal’ and ‘serial
predator.’”
He turned, eyes flicking to Megan for a second,
then back to the jury.
“But prior record is not proof of this crime.
Immigration status is not proof of this crime. Being poor, being brown, being
from the wrong country, living in the wrong neighborhood—none of that is proof
of this crime.”
He drew in a slow breath, modulated his tone.
“We live in a city that loves simple stories. Bad
guys. Good guys. Lock ‘em up. Throw away the key. It makes us feel safer to
believe that evil is something ‘out there’—foreign, imported, not like us.
That’s why the headlines said ‘Venezuelan gang member’ and ‘illegal immigrant’
in bold type the day my client was arrested.”
A couple of jurors shifted, uncomfortable at the
mention of headlines. Good, he thought. Feel that discomfort. Sit in it.
“But your job,” Evan said, “is not to write a
headline. Your job is to weigh evidence. Your job is to protect the
Constitution even—especially—when it’s hard. Because if the State can break the
rules to go after someone like Diego, they can break the rules to go after
anyone. They can break them to go after you. Your son. Your neighbor. Your
coworker.”
His hand brushed the rail of the jury box,
knuckles white for a moment as he leaned in.
“This isn’t about agreeing with my client’s life
choices. This isn’t about endorsing his past. This is about whether the
government did its job the way the law requires before it tried to take his
freedom for the rest of his life.”
He straightened, letting the tightness in his
chest roll out with a slow exhale.
“Let’s talk about reasonable doubt,” he said,
lowering his voice again. “Because the judge is going to instruct you on that,
but I want to put it in plain language.”
He looked at the jury foreperson, an older Latina
woman with silver streaks in her hair.
“If you go back into that room,” he said, “and
there is a voice in the back of your mind saying, ‘Something about this arrest
feels wrong,’ that is reasonable doubt. If there is a part of you thinking,
‘Why didn’t they get a better lineup? Why no body-cam footage? Why no physical
evidence?’ that is reasonable doubt. If there is a part of you that wonders
whether the victim, under sedation, after hours of trauma, might have been
influenced by the detective who said, ‘We think he’s in this lineup’—that is
reasonable doubt.”
He let his hand drop to his side.
“You don’t have to be certain he’s innocent,”
Evan said. “You just have to be unsure he’s guilty.”
He took a step back, giving them space
“And if you are unsure—if you have that doubt—you
must say ‘not guilty.’ Not because you like my client. Not because you think
what happened to the victim isn’t horrific. But because we do not send people
to prison for the rest of their lives based on hunches, sloppy police work, and
fear of the Other.”
He glanced briefly at Diego. The man’s eyes were flat,
his mouth twitched.
“I’ve spent my career representing people the
system would rather forget,” Evan said, turning back to the jurors. “People
without money, without status, without the luxury of mistakes. People born on
the wrong side of the line. I’ve seen what happens when we let our fear do the
judging. Innocent men lose decades. Families are shattered. And the real
predators stay free, because we grabbed the easiest target instead.”
He felt the familiar burn of righteous anger
start to crest and forced himself to keep his voice level.
“You have power right now,” he said. “More power
than almost anyone else in this building. You can tell the State: ‘Do better.
Follow the rules. Bring us real evidence, or don’t bring us a case.’ You can
say, ‘We will not rubber-stamp shortcuts because we are scared, because the
headlines are ugly, because this man is not like us.’”
He stepped back toward his table, then stopped,
turned for one final look at them.
“You cannot fix what happened to the victim,” he
said quietly. “None of us can. But you can make sure that what happened in her
bedroom doesn’t get used as an excuse to throw away the rule of law in this
courtroom. If we let that happen, then we’ve all been violated.”
Silence flooded the room. Even the air vents
seemed to hush
Evan nodded once, firmly.
“We ask you to find Mr. Álvarez not guilty,” he
said. “Not because this is easy. But because it is right. Because the evidence
is not there. Because the process was broken, and you are the last line of
defense between that broken process and a human life.”
He held their gaze a moment longer.
“Thank you.”
He walked back to the defense table, legs
suddenly heavier. As he sat, his chair creaked louder than it should have. He
swallowed, throat dry, and took a sip of water that tasted like dust. Diego
leaned back with a smirk.
Evan kept his eyes on the jury box as the judge
cleared his throat.
“We’ll talk after,” he murmured back.
Judge Brecker shifted in his high-backed chair.
“Thank you, Mr. Rourke,” he said, eyes unreadable. He turned his gaze to the
prosecution table. “Ms. Kline, you may proceed with rebuttal.”
Megan Kline rose smoothly. She adjusted her
jacket, smoothed an invisible wrinkle, and stepped into the well. Where Evan’s
presence was all restless energy and coiled passion, hers was controlled,
precise. She carried only a single sheet of paper, folded once.
“Ladies and gentlemen,” she began, her voice
calm, almost gentle. “You just heard a very eloquent speech.”
She let a tiny, practiced smile touch her lips.
“Mr. Rourke is very good at what he does. He’s
passionate. He’s committed. He believes, deeply, in his client and in his
cause. That’s admirable.”
Her eyes sharpened.
“But your job is not to grade speeches.”
She moved a little closer to the jury, heels
clicking softly.
“Your job,” she said, “is to decide what happened
in that bedroom, in that small apartment on 26th Street, in the early hours of
January 14th. Your job is to decide whether the State has proven, beyond a
reasonable doubt, that the man who forced his way into that home, who held a
knife to a woman’s throat, who raped her while her six-year-old son slept in
the next room… whether that man is the one sitting right there.”
She pointed, not dramatically, just firmly, at
Diego.
He stared down at the table.
“Mr. Rourke wants to talk about process,” Megan
continued. “And process is important. Absolutely. That’s why we have rules.
That’s why Judge Brecker suppressed the statements that were taken after the
illegal stop. We followed those rules. We didn’t fight that ruling. We
respected it.”
She let her gaze drift to Evan for a moment, then
back to the jury.
“But the victim’s body isn’t a technicality,” she
said softly. “The terror in her eyes on this stand, the way her hands shook
when she pointed to the defendant and said, ‘That’s him’—that is not a
technicality. The scar on her shoulder where he pressed the blade too hard? Not
a technicality. Her nightmares, her therapy, her inability to sleep in her own
bed anymore? None of that is a technicality.”
She took a step closer to juror number seven,
then eased back, giving him space.
“Mr. Rourke said we have no physical evidence,”
she went on. “He’s right that we don’t have DNA. But you heard our expert:
sexual assault does not always leave behind the kind of neat, TV-show evidence
that defense attorneys love to talk about. The absence of DNA does not mean the
absence of a crime. If it did, rapists would walk free every day.”
She flipped her folded paper open.
“What do we have?” she asked. “We have a victim
who saw her attacker’s face inches from her own. A victim who described his
accent, his tattoos, his height, his build—details that were later corroborated
by the arresting officers. We have a photo lineup conducted according to
department procedure, using similar-looking photos, which she identified not
once, but twice, with certainty.”
She let the paper fall to her side.
“Mr. Rourke calls that ‘suggestive.’ You heard
the detective. He said the words, ‘We think the guy is in there.’ Should he
have said it differently? Maybe. But ask yourselves this: Do you really believe
that sentence somehow implanted a face in the victim’s mind? Or do you think
she already had that face burned there from the moment he climbed through her
window?”
Megan’s tone sharpened, but only a little.
“He wants you to focus on the defendant’s
immigration status, on deportations, on buzzwords like ‘profiling’ and ‘the
Other.’ As if this case is about federal policy, not about what happened to a
woman whose life was split into ‘before’ and ‘after’ by one night.”
She leaned on the rail of the jury box, hands
light, controlled.
“Let me be very clear,” she said. “Nobody is on
trial here for being Venezuelan. Nobody is on trial here for being poor. The
defendant is on trial because the evidence shows he broke into a woman’s home,
raped her, and threatened to kill her if she screamed. The fact that he has
done terrible things before—that he has prior convictions for similar
crimes—that he has been deported twice and came back… that does not make him
guilty of this crime by itself, no. But it does tell you something important:
when he tells the victim, ‘I’ve done this before, nobody stops me,’ that is not
an idle boast. That is a confession wrapped in arrogance.”
She let that line sit, let the weight of it drop
into the silence.
“You heard the neighbor testify,” Megan resumed.
“The one who saw a man climbing out of the bedroom window. He described the
same man. Same jacket. Same build. Same distinctive tattoo on the neck. He
picked the defendant out of the same lineup. Two identifications. Not one.
Two.”
She straightened, pacing slowly in front of the
box now.
“Mr. Rourke says the arrest was illegal. The
court agreed and suppressed evidence obtained as a result. That is how the
system corrects itself. But that does not erase the crime. That does not
magically make the defendant someone else. That does not negate the testimony
of a victim who had no idea about Fourth Amendment law when a stranger was on
top of her, or the testimony of a neighbor who risked retaliation to tell you
what he saw.”
She stopped, squared herself with the jurors.
“The law demands that we protect the rights of
the accused,” she said. “I believe in that. You believe in that. But the law
also demands that we protect our communities. That we protect women sleeping in
their own beds. That we protect children in the next room. That we say, as a
society, ‘There are lines you do not cross. And if you do, there are
consequences.’”
Her voice, still calm, acquired a steely
undercurrent.
“This defendant crossed every line,” she said.
“Not once. Not twice. Over and over. He has been given chances. He has been
given due process. He has been removed from this country and chose to break our
laws to return. And when he came back, he didn’t come to work hard and keep his
head down. He came back and did what he has done before: he hunted vulnerable
women.”
She tilted her head slightly.
“Mr. Rourke asks you to ‘send a message’ that
sloppy police work won’t be tolerated. I’m asking you to send a different
message. A message to every victim who sits in that witness box and wonders if
anyone will believe her. A message to every predator who thinks he can hide
behind technicalities and political arguments and clever rhetoric.”
She stepped back, closer to her own table, but
kept her eyes on the jury.
“The standard is not ‘beyond all doubt,’” she
said. “You will hear Judge Brecker tell you that. The standard is not
perfection. It is not a pristine investigation conducted by angels with body
cameras and laboratory kits. The standard is ‘beyond a reasonable doubt.’”
She held out her empty hand, palm up.
“Do you really believe,” she asked quietly, “that
it is reasonable to think the victim misidentified a stranger she saw
face-to-face in a lit bedroom? That the neighbor just happened to pick out the
same wrong man? That the defendant’s own words about ‘nobody stopping’ him were
just a coincidence? That all of this, every piece, every witness, every detail,
somehow pointed to the wrong guy?”
Her hand closed slowly.
“That is not reasonable doubt,” she said. “That
is wishful thinking. That is fear of making a hard decision.”
Megan drew herself up, eyes steady.
“The law gives you the authority to hold this man
accountable,” she said. “Use it. Find him guilty of all counts—home invasion,
aggravated criminal sexual assault, armed robbery. And when you do, we will ask
this court to impose the maximum sentence allowed by law. Not out of vengeance.
Not because we hate him. But because he has shown, again and again, that he
will not stop until someone stops him. Because the community deserves to sleep
a little safer. Because the victim deserves to know that what happened to her
matters.”
She let the weight of those last words rest on
them.
“Justice is not abstract,” she finished softly.
“It’s what you do in that jury room.”
She nodded once.
“Thank you.”
Megan returned to her table, smoothing her skirt
as she sat. The room seemed to exhale all at once—chairs creaking, someone
coughing faintly, a pen dropping and rolling under a bench.
Evan sat motionless, hands clasped so tight his
fingers ached. He could feel the eyes of the victim’s family on the back of his
neck. He could feel Diego’s breath, low and even, beside him. He made a point
of not looking toward the gallery, not looking toward the press, not looking at
the deputy by the door whose hand rested lightly on his holster.
Judge Brecker cleared his throat.
“Ladies and gentlemen of the jury,” he said,
voice filling the courtroom, “we will now proceed to the instructions on the
law.”
The bailiff stepped forward with a stack of
printed pages. The jurors shifted again, the spell of the arguments giving way
to the heavy, formal cadence of the process. Evan watched them, one by one, as
they settled in to listen—some leaning back, some forward, all of them carrying
the weight he had just helped lay on their shoulders.
He felt it too. Heavy as
stone.
Three
Days Later
The wind coming off the Chicago River had teeth
that afternoon, sharp and unrelenting. It whipped between the gray slabs of the
Loop and knifed up the broad stone steps of the George N. Leighton Criminal
Court Building, where a dense knot of cameras, microphones, and shouting voices
clustered around a small, hastily erected podium.
Evan Rourke stood at the center of it all.
His navy suit looked freshly pressed, the same
one he’d worn for closing arguments, but today the jacket was buttoned, the tie
tightened, the knot perfect. His hair—dark, thick, trimmed just the day
before—barely moved in the gusts. The only giveaway that his heart was
hammering sat just beneath the skin: a faint pulsing at the side of his neck.
Diego Álvarez stood to his right, a half-step
back. He wore a borrowed charcoal sport coat over a crisp white shirt that
didn’t quite fit; the collar sat loose at his throat, framing the black ink
twisting up his neck. No tie. No attempt at humility. He looked like a man
who’d been invited to a party he knew he didn’t deserve, and didn’t care.
He was smiling. Arrogant. Calm. Almost
preening.
His hands rested easily in his pockets as the
cameras flashed, head tilted with lazy confidence. Every time a lens focused on
him, he angled his body just enough that the tattoos caught the light.
To Evan’s left, Mayor Cassandra “Cass” Whitaker
clung to his forearm like they were old friends at a fundraiser instead of two
politicians of different kinds using each other for oxygen. She was in a bright
red coat that popped against the gray stone and stainless-steel revolving doors
behind them. Her dark hair was pulled into a sleek bun. Her smile showed
perfect teeth: poised, photogenic, unshakeable.
Behind them, an aide held an umbrella despite the
absence of rain, more for the cameras than the weather. Around the base of the
steps, cluster after cluster of activists raised signs:
NO ICE IN OUR HOODS
STOP CRIMINALIZING BROWN BODIES
DUE PROCESS FOR ALL
JUSTICE, NOT DEPORTATION
The chant rolled up in waves from the sidewalk
and street:
“NO JUSTICE—!”
“NO PEACE!”
“NO ICE—!”
“NO POLICE!”
The low wail of a siren somewhere distant bled
into the noise.
At the front of the crowd, tightly packed
together like a wall, stood the press: local TV affiliates with padded station
logos on their mics, a CNN camera, a couple of print reporters clutching
notebooks, and the courthouse regulars who were on a first-name basis with
every bailiff on the fifteenth floor.
A deputy from the Sheriff’s Office planted near
the doorway looked miserable, gloved hands tucked under his arms, scanning the
crowd for trouble that he hoped wouldn’t come.
Evan felt the energy like a current running under
his feet. Cameras. Attention. The smell of wet concrete and street salt and
human bodies pressed together. He was in his element. This was what he did when
the trial ended and the door to the jury room closed: he stepped outside and
told a story to whoever would listen.
A local NBC reporter with a blue scarf and a
wind-reddened nose raised her mic.
“Mr. Rourke, Mr. Rourke—can we get your reaction
to the verdict?”
Evan leaned slightly toward her, the mayor’s hand
tightening around his arm, staking her claim to the moment.
“My reaction,” Evan said, letting his voice
project cleanly over the murmur, “is that today, the Constitution worked.
Today, the rule of law stood up to fear.”
Microphones extended toward him like a bouquet of
black, fuzzy flowers.
“Three days ago,” he went on, “twelve ordinary
citizens looked at the State’s case and saw what we saw from day one: no
physical evidence, a tainted identification, and a police investigation driven
more by panic than by facts. They did the hard thing. They said, ‘No. We are
not going to rubber-stamp this. We are not going to send a man to prison for
the rest of his life because it’s politically convenient.’”
He tilted his head slightly, making sure he didn’t
talk too fast. The trick was to let the phrases land, give the cameras time to
drink them in.
“We are horrified by what happened to the
victim,” he said, letting his voice soften. “We grieve with her and her family.
But horror and grief do not entitle the government to bend the rules. They
don’t entitle police to kick down doors in immigrant neighborhoods in the
middle of the night, drag men from their beds without warrants, and then try to
patch over their mistakes with a bad lineup.”
One of the reporters, a stocky guy with a press
badge from the Tribune, raised a hand.
“Counselor, the State said your client has a
history of violence—”
“—a history that he has already paid for,” Evan
cut in smoothly, smiling without showing teeth. “He served his sentences. He
went through the process. We do not live in a system where a record becomes
automatic proof of every future accusation. At least, we’re not supposed to.”
At his side, Diego shifted his weight, eyes
scanning the crowd with that same dead, appraising gaze he’d worn in the
courtroom. Every so often, his smirk ticked up a little more for a particular
camera, like he was savoring being the center of the storm.
The NBC reporter glanced past Evan to the mayor.
“Madam Mayor, you were in the courtroom for
closing arguments and for the verdict. How do you see today’s outcome?”
Mayor Whitaker lifted her chin, her gloved hand
squeezing Evan’s arm with practiced familiarity.
“What we saw in that courtroom,” she declared,
voice ringing, “was a victory not just for one man, but for an entire community
that has lived under a cloud of suspicion and fear.”
She slipped seamlessly into the cadence she used
at rallies.
“For too long in this city, in this country, we
have seen Black and brown men treated as suspects first and human beings
second. We’ve seen neighborhoods over-policed and under-protected. We’ve seen
federal immigration agents—many of them unaccountable to the people of
Chicago—sweeping through our streets, breaking up families, terrorizing
communities, all under the banner of ‘public safety.’”
Cheers rose from the activists behind the press
line. A woman in a “SANCTUARY CITY NOW” hoodie pumped her fist.
“Well,” Whitaker continued, “today twelve
Chicagoans said, ‘No. Not in our name.’ They said, ‘We believe in real justice,
not show trials. We believe in evidence, not racial profiling. We believe that
our immigrant neighbors, documented or not, have the same constitutional rights
as anyone else.’
Evan felt the warmth of her words bleed into his
own chest, even as a tight, quieter thought pulsed somewhere underneath: They
didn’t sit in that bedroom. They didn’t smell the fear in that testimony. He
buried it almost as soon as it rose.
A Fox affiliate reporter in a black coat, her
expression sharp, pushed her mic forward.
“Mayor Whitaker, critics say you and Mr. Rourke
are using this case to score political points against ICE and the police. What
do you say to residents who feel less safe knowing a man the State called a
‘violent predator’ is walking free tonight?”
Whitaker’s smile didn’t falter, but her eyes
hardened by a fraction.
“I would say this,” she replied. “The people of
Chicago are safest when the police follow the law. They are safest when
communities trust that officers are there to protect them, not to profile them.
What makes us unsafe is when law enforcement cuts corners, when they treat
whole neighborhoods as enemy territory, when they assume guilt based on accent
or skin color.”
She inclined her head toward Evan.
“It is not ‘making people less safe’ to insist
that the government live up to its own Constitution,” she said. “If the State
has evidence, real evidence, they can bring it. If they don’t, they don’t get
to ruin a man’s life because of who he is or where he was born.”
All the while, Diego’s smirk had stretched into
the faint impression of a grin. He shifted closer to the mics, as if pulled
forward by gravity.
A Univision reporter, camera operator on his
shoulder, called out in Spanish, “Diego, ¿cómo te sientes hoy? ¿Qué quieres
decirle a tu comunidad?”
Diego’s eyes flicked toward him, and for the
first time all day, something like genuine pleasure sparked there.
He leaned into the microphones.
“Me siento… libre,” he said, his voice honeyed
and thick with his Venezuelan accent. “I feel free. This country say ‘justice
for all,’ ¿no? Today I see it. Today, they no treat me like animal. Today, they
listen.”
He glanced at Evan, then out at the activists,
letting the moment swell.
“A mi comunidad,” he went on, speaking directly
into the Univision camera now, “no tengan miedo. No dejen que la policía entre
a sus casas sin papeles, sin respeto. Tenemos derechos. Hoy, los vimos.”
(Don't be afraid. Don't let the police into your homes without papers,
without respect. We have rights. Today, we saw them.)
Evan watched him, jaw tight behind his easy,
professional smile. He told himself he was just proud. Proud that his client
had the courage to speak. Proud that the cameras were here to carry that
message back into neighborhoods where cops were more likely to be seen as
invaders than protectors.
In the back of his skull, though, something icy
and small whispered: He’s enjoying this too much. He pushed it down.
Another reporter raised his voice above the
crowd.
“Mr. Rourke, do you believe ICE should have any
role in cases like this, where the defendant has prior deportations?”
Evan didn’t hesitate.
“No,” he said crisply. “I do not. Our criminal
courts exist to determine guilt or innocence under the law. They are not
supposed to be staging grounds for federal immigration crackdowns. We cannot
have people in this city—any person—afraid to report crimes, afraid to come
forward as witnesses, because they think doing so will bring ICE to their
doorstep.”
He let his gaze sweep the crowd of cameras and
activists.
“When ICE is lurking in the background of every
courtroom, every traffic stop, every 911 call, the message to immigrant
communities is clear: ‘We’re not here to protect you. We’re here to remove
you.’ That is toxic to public safety. It is toxic to trust. And it is
fundamentally at odds with our values as a sanctuary city.”
The chant from the sidewalk swelled again, like a
chorus cued on his words:
“NO ICE—!”
“IN CHICAGO!”
“NO ICE—!”
“LET THEM GO!”
Mayor Whitaker seized the momentum, raising her
free fist slightly.
“We have been clear from day one,” she said.
“Chicago will not become an arm of federal immigration enforcement. Not while I
am mayor. We will not have ICE agents stalking our courthouse hallways, waiting
to snatch people the moment their case is done. We stand with our immigrant
brothers and sisters. We stand with families. We stand with due process.”
Evan felt her weight leaning into him, physically
as well as politically. The cameras adored it: the mayor and the public
defender, united, framed by stone and steel and a man with gang tattoos who’d
just walked out of court a free man.
He knew how this would play on the six o’clock
news. He could already hear the talking heads: “Progressive coalition
victorious.” “Immigrant rights advocates celebrate.” “Controversial acquittal
sparks debate.”
A reporter from a conservative radio station
shoved his mic forward, braving a few boos from the activists.
“Mr. Rourke,” he shouted, “the victim’s family
says justice was not served today. They’re calling this a ‘mockery of the
system.’ What do you say to them?”
The question hit harder than it should have. The
image of the victim’s father flashed in Evan’s mind—fists white on the back of
a courtroom pew, eyes like broken glass. He swallowed once, the inside of
his mouth suddenly dry.
“I say to them,” he began carefully, “that my
heart breaks for what they’ve been through. No one should ever have to endure
what their daughter endured. No verdict can change that. No sentence, no prison
term, can erase that pain.”
He steadied his voice, anchoring himself in
familiar arguments.
“But justice is not the same as punishment,” he
said. “Justice means applying the law fairly, even when it hurts, even when our
emotions are pulling us in a different direction. I would warn against ever
turning a criminal trial into a referendum on our grief. That’s how innocent
people get locked away. That’s how systems get twisted.”
He hesitated only a fraction of a second.
“I hope,” he said, “that in time, they can see
that what happened in that courtroom—twelve jurors demanding real proof before
condemning a man—is not an insult to their pain, but a protection for all of
us. Including them.”
As he spoke, Diego turned his head slightly, eyes
casting over the crowd, expression unreadable. If he felt any sympathy for the
family he’d been accused of destroying, it didn’t show. His upper lip curled
just a little, as though he smelled something faintly amusing.
Another journalist called out, “Mr. Álvarez, do
you have anything to say to the victim?”
Diego paused, considering. His gaze flicked to
Evan, as if wondering whether he should answer. Evan didn’t move, didn’t
signal. His stomach twisted once and went still.
Diego leaned forward.
“I am sorry for what happen to her,” he said, his
English slowing, smoothing. “I am sorry for her pain. But I not do this thing.
I am innocent. The court say so. The jury say so. In this country, that mean
something, ¿sí?”
He spread his hands in a little shrug.
“If they want to find who hurt her,” he added, “they
need to look for the real man. Not just the easy man.”
The mayor nodded approvingly, like a teacher
satisfied with a student’s answer. Evan kept his expression neutral, letting
the line land. It was the kind of thing juries loved to hear: I’m innocent,
find the real guy. On the courthouse steps, though, it felt thinner. Practiced.
The press scrum surged again. Questions
overlapped now:
“Mayor, will this case impact your negotiations
with CPD over the consent decree—”
“Mr. Rourke, are you planning any civil action
against the department for the unlawful arrest—”
“Diego, ¿qué vas a hacer ahora—”
Evan raised both hands, palms out, and the noise
dipped by instinct.
“One at a time,” he said, smiling. “I’m still a
public defender; I can’t afford a spokesperson.”
Laughter rippled through the assembly, brief and
brittle.
“To answer your question about civil action,” he
went on, picking one voice at random, “that’s not my decision. My job was to
defend Mr. Álvarez against criminal charges. I did that. The jury spoke.
Whether he chooses to pursue a civil claim for violation of his rights—that’s a
conversation for another day, with different counsel.”
He felt the mayor’s fingers flex again at
that—she’d love a civil suit against CPD to run on. He didn’t look at her.
“As for broader reform,” he continued, “this case
is one of many that shows why we need it. We need better training on lineups.
We need mandatory body cameras that are actually turned on. We need independent
oversight of police conduct in immigrant communities.”
Whitaker jumped back in smoothly.
“And that’s exactly what my administration is
fighting for,” she said. “We’re pushing for deeper reforms in the consent
decree. We’re working with community organizations to ensure that no
neighborhood feels abandoned or targeted. Today is a reminder that when we
stand together—the courts, the community, elected officials—we can push back
against overreach.”
Behind them, the courthouse doors opened for a
moment, spilling out a handful of lawyers and defendants from other cases. Most
of them glanced at the commotion and kept walking. One young public defender
with a worn leather bag caught Evan’s eye and gave a small, almost
imperceptible nod.
Evan nodded back.
The chant from the street shifted, catching hold
of a new refrain.
“SI SE PUEDE!”
“SI SE PUEDE!”
Diego straightened a little taller at that, chin
lifting, letting the words roll over him like applause meant only for him.
The wind cut colder, slicing through Evan’s suit,
but the heat from the cameras, the crush of bodies, and the weight of the
mayor’s hand on his arm kept him anchored in place. This was what he believed,
he reminded himself. This was the fight he’d chosen years ago, long before
Diego’s name ever darkened a case file on his desk.
Due process over fear. Rights over rage.
Immigrants are people, not punching bags for bad policy and bad cops.
He took one more question, then another, rhythm
now automatic: push back on ICE, defend the jury, praise the community, condemn
sloppy policing, reaffirm horror at the crime without conceding anything about
his client’s guilt.
At some point, an aide leaned in to Whitaker and
murmured something. The mayor nodded and squeezed Evan’s arm a final time.
“We have to get back to City Hall for a budget
meeting,” she announced to the cameras, turning it into a joke. “But I want to
say this before I go: today made me proud to be a Chicagoan. Proud of our
jurors. Proud of defenders like Mr. Rourke. Proud of a city that refuses to
give in to fear.”
She lifted Evan’s hand with hers, raising their
joined arms a few inches. Flashbulbs popped like fireworks.
Then she turned away, already surrounded by
staff, swept down the steps toward a black SUV idling at the curb.
The press began to thin, some cameras peeling off
to follow her, others sticking around for one more shot of Diego, the acquitted
man with the tattoos and the flat, empty eyes.
Evan stayed where he was for a moment, feeling
the cold finally break through the adrenaline.
Diego leaned closer, breath warm against his ear
despite the wind.
“You did good, abogado,” he murmured, voice low
so the mics wouldn’t catch it. “I told you. They can’t touch me.”
Evan forced a tight smile, eyes still on the last
of the departing cameras.
“Enjoy the fresh air, Diego,” he said. “It was a
close thing.”
“Close,” Diego echoed, with a soft chuckle. “But
not enough.”
He rolled his shoulders, stretching like a man
waking from a nap, and then stepped away from the podium and down the steps,
cutting through the activists like a shark passing through a school of fish.
They parted for him instinctively, some clapping him on the back, some just
staring.
Evan watched him go until he disappeared into the
crowd and the city swallowed him whole.
The microphones lowered. The cameras powered
down. The chanting drifted, then thinned as the protesters began to disperse.
The wind on the courthouse steps kept blowing,
heedless, cold.
Chapter 2
The wind came howling off Lake Michigan like it
had claws, ripping down South Dearborn
Street and slamming into the crowd gathered in front of the old,
concrete-faced Metcalfe Federal Building,
the Chicago field headquarters for U.S. Immigration and Customs Enforcement.
The sky hung low, a bruised sheet of slate, and bits of ice-crusted snow
skittered across the pavement like tiny white insects.
By 10:15 a.m., Dearborn between Jackson Boulevard and Van Buren was packed—shoulder to
shoulder, sign to sign, bodies swaying in the cold as chants rolled like
thunder, echoing between the steel and glass canyons of the Loop.
“NO ICE—!”
“NO ICE—!”
“WE ARE ALL IMMIGRANTS!”
“WE ARE ALL IMMIGRANTS!”
Evan Rourke was in the thick of it, dead center
of the crowd, his breath steaming in the frigid air. His coat flapped open,
scarf dangling wild behind him. His cheeks burned from the cold, from shouting,
from adrenaline that felt like electricity pushing through his bloodstream.
He was a man on fire.
He cupped his hands around his mouth and screamed
toward the line of ICE officers preparing to enter the building.
“This is FASCISM!”
“THIS is RACISM!”
“You don’t get to terrorize our city!”
His voice was raw, already hoarse despite barely
an hour of chanting.
To his right, a young Latina protester in a wool
hat yelled through a portable bullhorn.
“NO HUMAN BEING IS ILLEGAL!”
The crowd roared it back, a single wave of sound.
Drums pounded from somewhere behind Evan. A
banner rippled above his head:
STOP THE RAIDS
SANCTUARY FOR ALL
The ICE officers formed up near the Jackson
intersection, a block of dark uniforms and hardened faces. Full protective
gear. Helmets. Visors. Batons. Less-lethal weapons slung over their shoulders.
Their vehicles were lined along Dearborn—black Suburbans idling, lights
flashing but sirens silent.
Above them, on the steps leading into the
building, a federal supervisor shouted into a radio, trying to coordinate
entry.
“TEAM TWO, MOVE TO THE NORTH SIDE—NOW!”
Evan pushed to the front, adrenaline propelling
him like a tide. He could feel the heat of the protesters behind him, their
bodies pressed in tight, their voices bouncing off the federal building’s
brutalist stone façade.
A reporter from the Sun-Times was somewhere
behind him, trying to find an angle for a picture.
Evan didn’t look back. He wanted the cameras. He
wanted the moment.
“WE WILL NOT LET YOU TAKE THEM!” he yelled. “NOT
IN OUR CITY!”
A protester beside him, a bearded man in a thick
parka, shouted, “THEY’RE COMING OUT—LOOK!”
The ICE team began to move forward.
Shields came up. Weapons ready but angled low.
Formation tight.
“Hold the line!” someone yelled behind Evan.
“HOLD THE LINE!”
Evan felt the surge before he saw it—hundreds of
bodies pressing forward in a tidal push, feet scraping over pavement, boots
sliding on slush, signs jabbing the air like spears.
The ICE agents were twenty feet away. Then
fifteen. Then ten.
“WE ARE ALL IMMIGRANTS!”
“WE ARE ALL IMMIGRANTS!”
The officers shouted orders Evan couldn’t hear
through the roar.
Then the protesters broke.
They didn’t stop at a barricade. There was no
barricade.
They surged—forward, hard, fast—into the
officers’ line.
Everything snapped at once.
The first push hit the ICE shields with a crack
like thunder. A woman fell sideways. Someone grabbed her arm and yanked her up
before she was trampled. Another protester grabbed at an officer’s baton. Two
more tried to push between the shields to block the entryway.
The ICE formation wavered—then tightened.
Evan was in the front row. Close enough to see
the fear tightening around one agent’s eyes. Close enough to smell sweat under
winter gear.
He shoved forward.
“GET OUT OF CHICAGO!” he yelled, spit flying with
the force of it. “YOU DON’T BELONG HERE!”
The officer tried to hold the line, bracing.
Evan grabbed his forearm.
It was instinct. Rage. Righteousness. He didn’t
think—didn’t process—he just reached out and shoved.
Hard.
The ICE agent stumbled backward.
Evan felt the crowd behind him cheer—an electric
roar—
Then the world exploded.
POP—POP—POP.
Three sharp bursts like firecrackers, but deeper,
heavier.
Pain slammed into his chest like a sledgehammer.
Evan’s body jerked backward, his breath erupting
from his lungs in a single guttural scream. He felt himself falling—arms
flailing—knees hitting pavement—ice slicing into his palms.
He hit the ground hard.
The cold soaked through his clothes instantly.
Air refused to enter his chest.
The crowd shrieked.
“HE’S DOWN—!”
“THEY SHOT HIM—!”
“MEDIC! MEDIC!”
People knelt around him, hands grabbing his
shoulders, trying to lift him. The world blurred into a smear of boots, signs,
sirens, and spinning gray sky.
Above him, the ICE formation surged past—storming
toward the building entrance, stepping around him, through the gap in the crowd
his collapse had created.
Another agent shouted toward the sky.
“GO—GO—GO—!”
Evan felt boots thunder past his shoulders.
His chest burned. Three hot, bruising blooms
under his ribs, thick and deep and nauseating.
He tried to speak, but all that came out was a
ragged gasp.
Someone pressed a gloved hand to his shoulder.
“Sir—sir, stay down—stay down—you’re okay—”
Another voice, frantic:
“They used rubber rounds—he’s breathing—he’s
breathing—”
The world tilted. The cold felt suddenly distant,
like it was coming from inside him instead of outside.
He heard chanting fading behind him as ICE
vanished inside the building.
He closed his eyes and let darkness wash over
him.
CHICAGO
GENERAL HOSPITAL – EMERGENCY DEPARTMENT
They wheeled him through automatic glass doors
that hissed open like a stage cue.
Warmth hit him in a wave. Bright lights. The
smell of antiseptic and coffee. The beeping of machines in nearby bays. Nurses
shouting for a gurney. The squeal of shoes on tile.
Camera flashes.
A federal-use-of-force case was gold for local
newsrooms.
By the time Evan was on a bed with a portable
monitor clipped to his finger and three nurses cutting away his shirt, two TV crews were setting up lights
just outside the curtain, and a reporter from Channel 7 was already recording
stand-up footage with him framed in the background.
“Victim is a well-known public defender,” a nurse
said, pressing a thick cold pack onto one of the mottled bruises on Evan’s
chest.
“They’ll have to explain this one to City Hall.”
Evan gritted his teeth as the cold pack pressed
into the swollen welt. The rubber bullet had hit directly over his sternum. It
felt like a steel-toed boot had caved in half his ribcage.
Another nurse lifted his arm gently.
“You’re lucky,” she said. “These things can break
bones.”
“Feels like they did,” Evan rasped, voice raw.
“Maybe fascism is heavier than I thought.”
She snorted despite herself.
A doctor in scrubs arrived, snapping gloves on as
he approached.
“What have we got?”
“Rubber rounds to the anterior thorax, three
impacts,” a nurse said. “No fracture crepitus. Vitals stable. Complains of
severe pain and difficulty breathing, but lungs sound clear.”
The doctor leaned in.
“Mr. Rourke,” he said. “I’m Dr. Khatri. Do you
know where you are?”
Evan blinked into the bright exam light.
“Emergency room,” he said. “Chicago General. And
probably on Channel 7 in ten minutes.”
Khatri nodded. “Good. Any numbness? Dizziness?
Trouble staying conscious?”
“Just trouble believing what happened,” Evan
muttered.
The curtain yanked open suddenly.
A cameraman from WGN stepped inside, followed by
a reporter with hair perfect enough to suggest she kept a makeup artist in her
car.
“Mr. Rourke,” she said breathlessly, “can we get
a statement—?”
The charge nurse intercepted her with a
controlled burst of fury.
“OUT. NOW.”
The curtain snapped shut, but the microphones and
cameras pressed in against the other side, shadows shifting along the fabric
like ghosts.
Evan pushed himself up slightly as another wave
of pain rolled through him.
“Let them in,” he said.
The nurse froze. “Sir—”
“It’s fine,” he said. “I want them here.”
A pause. A long exhale.
Then she relented.
The curtain was drawn back just enough.
Lights flared. Mics surged forward.
Evan sat upright on the gurney, shirtless, three
massive purple-black bruises blooming across his ribs and sternum like
grotesque medals. His hair was mussed, face pale, breath shallow—but his eyes
were alive.
The cameras loved it.
The WGN reporter stepped forward, mic raised.
“Mr. Rourke, can you tell us what happened out
there today?”
Evan sucked in a breath through clenched teeth.
“What happened,” he said, voice steadying as he
spoke, “is exactly what we’ve been warning this city about for years.”
He lifted a trembling finger toward one of the
bruises.
“This,” he said, “is what happens when law
enforcement—federal law enforcement—believes it can override the will of a
city. When they think they can bypass oversight. When they think they can treat
peaceful protesters like enemy combatants.”
“We saw ICE officers today,” he said, his voice
growing stronger, “fire less-lethal weapons into a crowd of unarmed Chicagoans
exercising their First Amendment rights. We saw them escalate a situation they
created. We saw them push their way into our streets like an occupying force.”
Another wave of pain hit him, but he powered
through it, gripping the side of the bed.
“This is not America,” he said. “This is a
failure of democracy.”
A reporter from NBC raised her mic.
“Mr. Rourke—did you make physical contact with an
ICE officer before the shots were fired?”
Evan swallowed, jaw tightening.
“I was trying,” he said, “to keep an armed agent
from striking a young woman who had fallen in front of him. That’s what I was
doing. Protecting a civilian who ICE had already shoved to the ground.”
It wasn’t strictly true.
It wasn’t strictly false.
It was what he needed it to be.
The cameras seemed to lean in.
Another reporter asked, “Do you believe federal
agents should be allowed to operate in Chicago at all?”
“No,” Evan said immediately. “Not like this. Not
ever.”
The curtain suddenly snapped open again.
This time it wasn’t a reporter.
It was Mayor
Cassandra Whitaker.
She strode in wearing a heavy wool coat, her hair
swept back by the wind outside, her expression a mix of fury and concern. Her
dark eyes scanned the bruises on Evan’s chest, and something sharp tightened in
her jaw.
“Evan,” she breathed, stepping to his bedside.
“Oh my God.”
The cameras surged closer.
Whitaker turned on them with a practiced glare.
“You can record,” she said sharply, “but you give
him space.”
Evan managed a weak grin.
“Madam Mayor,” he said. “Nice of you to drop by.”
She squeezed his shoulder gently, leaning close
enough that her voice didn’t carry beyond the cameras unless someone had
directional mics.
“This is exactly what the hell we were afraid
of,” she whispered. “This is exactly why we’ve been fighting them.”
Then, louder—projecting for the press:
“What happened to Mr. Rourke today is not an
accident. It is not a misunderstanding. It is the predictable result of
unleashing a federal agency with no accountability into the streets of
Chicago.”
The lights caught the icy fire in her eyes.
“This city will not,” she said, “be bullied by
ICE. Not on my watch.”
She turned to Evan, gripping his hand.
“We stand with you. And we will pursue every
avenue to ensure this never happens again.”
The room buzzed with the intensity of it, the
energy of a political earthquake happening on live television.
The reporters shouted questions.
The doctors protested.
The cameras rolled.
And outside, the sirens
wailed as Chicago braced for another night of chaos, politics, and rage.
CUT
TO: ONSITE NEWS BROADCAST
The scene faded to the familiar studio of WGN’s early
evening anchor, Daniela Arce,
sitting before a glowing skyline backdrop.
“Tonight,” she said gravely, “outrage in Chicago
as a well-known public defender and immigrant-rights activist is injured during
a confrontation with federal ICE agents in the downtown Loop.”
Behind her, footage played of Evan on the gurney,
bruised, shirtless, defiant.
“The incident raises new questions about the role
of federal immigration enforcement in sanctuary cities like Chicago—and whether
local activism is entering a dangerous new chapter.”
Her eyes hardened with the polished moral clarity
of a practiced progressive voice.
“In a nation built by immigrants, many Chicago
leaders are asking tonight: Have we lost sight of who we truly are?”
The screen faded to
black.
The dishwasher hummed softly in the background, a
steady white noise under the cozy chaos of the Rourke living room.
The house sat in a quiet, gated subdivision on
the northwest edge of the city—brick façades, trimmed hedges, security patrols
that never had much to do. Inside, though, it felt smaller, warmer. The kind of
place where stray crayons still turned up under couch cushions and a stray doll
shoe could ambush a bare foot.
Evan lay half on his back, half propped on an
elbow on the thick gray area rug, pretending not to wince every time one of his
daughters bounced near his ribs.
Avery, twelve and all limbs now, sprawled
cross-legged with a sketchbook in her lap, pencil flying as she drew something
intensely—eyes narrowed, tongue peeking at the corner of her mouth. On the
other side of him, Molly had built an elaborate zoo out of mismatched blocks,
plastic animals, and an overturned shoebox.
“Daddy, the tiger’s escaping,” she announced,
pushing a chipped plastic tiger through a gap in the blocks. “You have to stop
him.”
Evan reached out with one hand, caught the tiger,
and made a low growl, sliding it back in.
“Nope. Sanctuary city, kiddo. Tigers get to
stay.”
Molly giggled, then frowned, clearly unsatisfied
with the legal nuance.
“But the zookeeper says he’s dangerous,” she
insisted. “He ate three zebras.”
“Allegedly,” Evan said.
Avery snorted without looking up. “You literally
can’t turn it off, can you?”
“Turn what off?” he asked.
“The lawyer voice.” She shaded harder, pressing
too hard with the pencil. “You even cross-examine toy animals.”
He smiled, then sucked in a tiny breath when the
motion tugged along the bruises across his chest. The ER doctor had warned him:
deep tissue damage, significant bruising, rest, ice, NSAIDs, no heroics. Three
swollen, ugly welts were spreading in dark blossoms under his ribs, each one a
painful reminder of the morning.
“Daddy, are you okay?” Molly asked suddenly,
watching his face.
“Yeah, bug,” he said quickly. “Just moved funny.
Your old man’s getting creaky.”
“You’re thirty-two,” Avery muttered. “You’re not
old. You’re just dramatic.”
He flicked a balled-up napkin at her. She dodged
without looking, the kind of reflex that comes from years of similar warfare.
The kitchen light clicked off behind them, and
Claire stepped out, drying her hands on a towel. She’d changed after dinner
into soft black leggings and an oversized Northwestern sweatshirt, blonde hair
pulled back into a loose knot. The domestic uniform of someone who’d done a
full day already and then cooked on top of it.
She paused in the archway between kitchen and
living room, watching her three favorite people in the world arranged like a
little still life: Avery on the couch with her sketches, Molly’s zoo spreading
like an invasion across the rug, Evan on the floor in jeans and a faded
“Justice for All” T-shirt, moving like everything cost him just a little too
much.
“Okay,” she said, dropping the towel on the
counter. “It’s eight. Homework done?”
“Yes,” from the couch.
“I did math,” Molly said. “And reading. We had to
read about bees.”
“Bees are important,” Claire said, leaning over
the back of the couch to kiss Avery’s head. “They pollinate things.”
“They die,” Avery said absently, still drawing.
“Like everything else.”
“Cheery,” Evan murmured.
Claire walked around the couch and sat on the
arm, reaching for the remote.
“News time,” she said. “Then teeth, pajamas, bed.
Deal?”
Molly wrinkled her nose. “Do we have to watch
news?”
“Yes,” Claire said. “Because your father will
anyway, and this way I control when it starts.”
She clicked the TV on.
CNN bloomed into the room in high definition,
washing the walls in cool blues and reds.
“…you’re watching Anderson Cooper 360,”
the anchor said, his silver hair immaculate, his voice smooth. “I’m Anderson
Cooper in New York. Tonight, we begin with breaking developments out of
Chicago…”
A graphic spun in the corner of the screen: ICE CLASH IN THE LOOP.
Evan felt his shoulders tense before the first
image even flashed.
Claire slid off the arm of the couch and stepped
closer, dish towel forgotten in her hand.
“What is this?” Avery asked, finally looking up,
with an alarmed expression.
The screen cut to footage of Dearborn
Street—crowds, signs, chanting. Then sharper, closer: a wall of ICE officers,
shields up.
“And we warn you,” Anderson Cooper said, “some of
what you’re about to see may be disturbing.”
Molly scooted closer to Evan, plastic tiger
clutched in one fist.
On-screen, the footage zoomed. The protesters
surged. Signs bobbed. Someone shouted “WE ARE ALL IMMIGRANTS!”
Claire’s hand stilled in midair.
The camera found him.
There, in the middle of the frame—hair wild,
scarf flying, eyes blazing—Evan Rourke shoved an ICE officer backward.
Molly gasped. “Daddy, that’s you!”
Claire’s breath caught in her throat.
The audio carried the muffled pops.
POP—POP—POP.
On the television, Evan’s body jerked, crumpled.
He went down hard. The screen shook as the camera jostled. People screamed.
Someone yelled, “They shot him!”
Back in the living room, Molly let out a thin,
high noise that didn’t sound like her usual whine at bedtime rules. It sounded
small and animal and scared.
Claire dropped the towel.
“Oh my God,” she whispered.
On screen, the chyron changed:
ICE
FIRES “LESS-LETHAL” ROUNDS AT PROTESTERS
CHICAGO PUBLIC DEFENDER HOSPITALIZED
Claire moved before she even thought about it,
instinct taking over.
“Girls,” she said, voice too bright. “Come on.
Let’s go upstairs for a second.”
“But—” Avery started.
“Now, Avery.” The edge in her tone snapped the
word like a twig.
Molly’s eyes were glued to the TV, where
paramedics now worked over Evan’s prone figure, his face pale, eyes squeezed
shut.
“Is Daddy gonna die?” she asked, voice shaking.
“No,” Claire said sharply. “He’s fine. He’s right
here.”
She reached down, grabbed Molly’s hand, and
practically lifted her off the ground.
“Mom,” Avery protested, “we already—”
Claire wheeled on her.
“Avery, I am not asking. Upstairs. Now.”
The girl recoiled at the steel in her mother’s
eyes. She slid off the couch, snapped her sketchbook shut, and grabbed Molly’s
free hand.
“Come on, Mol,” she said quietly. “It’s just old
stuff. Remember? He’s okay.”
“It’s not old,” Molly said. “His shirt is
different.”
“It’s fine,” Claire repeated, pushing them gently
toward the hallway. “Go brush your teeth. I’ll be up in five minutes.”
They shuffled off reluctantly, casting one last
look back at the TV—at their father doubled over on a gurney, shirt cut open.
Claire waited until they were out of sight, then
turned back to the room, heart pounding.
On-screen, Anderson Cooper’s voiceover carried
that blend of outrage and professionalism CNN had perfected.
“…video from this morning’s protest outside the
Metcalfe Federal Building in Chicago, where ICE agents preparing to launch what
sources say was a ‘targeted enforcement action’ encountered a large, organized
crowd of demonstrators, including immigrant-rights advocates, faith leaders,
and public defenders. Among them, thirty-two-year-old Cook County public
defender Evan Rourke, well-known for his work defending undocumented immigrants
and opposing cooperation between Chicago police and ICE…”
The footage cut to a still photo of Evan at a
previous press conference, suit crisp, jaw set, Mayor Whitaker behind him.
Claire’s stomach flipped.
Cooper continued, “As ICE teams moved to enter
the building, witnesses say agents aggressively pushed into the crowd.
Protesters linked arms, chanting ‘No ICE in our streets’ and ‘We are all
immigrants.’ What happened next is now at the center of a growing national
controversy…”
Back to the fall. The pops. The collapse.
Cooper’s tone tightened.
“Federal officials insist that only ‘approved
less-lethal munitions’ were used when, they say, protesters ‘physically
interfered’ with agents in the line of duty. But critics—including Chicago’s
own Mayor Cassandra Whitaker—are calling this a troubling example of excessive
force and federal overreach in a self-declared sanctuary city.”
Claire stepped slowly toward the TV, hand pressed
to her mouth.
A clip rolled of Evan in the ER, shirt off,
bruises like storm clouds across his chest, cameras in his face.
“What we saw today,” the Evan on screen said,
voice hoarse but firm, “is exactly what happens when you send militarized
federal agents into our neighborhoods with no accountability. They think they
can treat peaceful protesters as enemy combatants. This is not public safety.
This is intimidation. This is what fascism looks like at the street level.”
The Anderson Cooper in their living room nodded
sympathetically from his Manhattan studio.
“Powerful words tonight from a man who says he
was simply trying to protect a fallen protester when he was shot with so-called
‘less-lethal’ rounds,” he said. “We reached out to ICE for comment. They
declined to appear live but sent a statement—”
Evan, still on the floor, reached for the remote
and hit mute.
The room went abruptly silent, save for the faint
dishwasher hum from the kitchen and the girls’ distant voices upstairs.
For a moment, nobody spoke.
Evan sat awkwardly on the rug, hand still on the
remote, chest heaving a little harder than it had a few seconds ago. The
bruises, ugly even under his T-shirt, throbbed in time with his pulse.
Claire turned to him slowly.
“What the hell,” she said quietly, “were you
thinking?”
He blinked, realizing she wasn’t talking to the
TV.
“Claire—”
“No,” she cut in, walking closer, eyes blazing.
“No lawyer voice. No speech. You don’t get to spin me.”
He exhaled. “I was doing what I always do. What I
have to do.”
“You have to stand directly in front of
armed federal agents?” she asked, voice rising. “You have to get
yourself shot on national television?”
“They were pushing into the crowd,” he said,
anger flickering at the edge of his words. “They were ready to trample people.
Somebody had to stand in their way.”
“Somebody,” she echoed. “Somebody, sure. Why did
it have to be you?”
“Because I was there,” he snapped. “Because I’ve
spent my entire career fighting this. Because those people out there—my
clients, their families—they don’t have anyone else.”
“You have us,” Claire shot back, stabbing
a finger toward the ceiling. “You have two daughters upstairs who just watched
their father get shot on TV.”
He flinched harder at that than he had at the
rubber rounds.
“They’re fine,” he said weakly. “You got them
out.”
“I shouldn’t have to get them out,” she said. “Do
you understand that? They shouldn’t have to be protected from watching you
almost die.”
“It was rubber bullets,” he said. “Not live
rounds.”
“Oh, well,” she said, throwing up her hands.
“Rubber bullets. Great. I feel so much better. Next time maybe they’ll just
break your ribs instead of stopping your heart.”
He pushed himself up to sitting with a grimace,
resting his back against the base of the couch.
“This is what it looks like,” he said, his voice
quieter. “This is what standing up to them looks like. It’s not pretty. It’s
not safe. That’s the point.”
“Whose point?” she demanded. “Yours? ICE’s?
CNN’s?”
He stared at her.
“You think I did this for ratings?” he asked,
incredulous.
“I think,” she said slowly, “that you like it.”
The word hung there, heavier than the rest.
“You like the cameras. You like being the face.
The crusader. The guy who gets quoted by Anderson Cooper while his chest is
covered in battle scars.”
“That’s not fair,” he said, color rising in his
neck.
“Isn’t it?” she asked. “You came home from the
hospital today and what was the first thing you told me? ‘Did you see Mayor
Whitaker’s statement?’ Not ‘I’m okay, honey.’ Not ‘I’m sorry I scared you.’ It
was about the statement. The optics.”
He opened his mouth. Closed it.
“That’s not… I was still processing,” he said
lamely.
She laughed once, bitter and short.
“You have been processing for six years,” she
said. “Since you got that job. Since you started going to rallies instead of
dinners. Since you started chasing every protest like it was oxygen.”
“You knew who I was when you married me,” he shot
back. “You loved that I cared. That I fought.”
“Yeah,” she said. “I did. I still do. I just
didn’t think I was signing our kids up to watch you throw yourself in front of
bullets.”
The word “kids” did something to his posture. He
sagged a little, running a hand through his hair.
“I’m not trying to be reckless,” he said. “I’m
not trying to hurt them. Or you. But what do you want me to do? Stay home while
they raid apartments I’ve been in? While they drag my clients out in front of
their children? Just sit here and watch Netflix?”
“I want you alive,” she said. “I want you here. I
want you teaching Avery how to drive in four years and yelling at Molly’s first
boyfriend in ten. I want you at the goddamn dinner table without bruises shaped
like federal munitions.”
He looked down at his chest, at the faint, dark
circles visible through the thin cotton.
“They’re not coming for us,” she went on, voice
trembling. “We live in a gated suburb. You drive a hybrid. Nobody is going to
knock on our door at three a.m. and drag you away. But you keep running toward
the places where that can happen until I don’t know where the line is anymore.”
“That’s exactly why I have to go,” he said,
lifting his head. “Because it doesn’t happen to us. Because the whole system
depends on guys like me keeping our heads down and enjoying our granite
countertops while they wreck everybody else’s lives.”
She folded her arms, digging her nails into her
sleeves.
“And if you die?” she asked. “If one day it’s not
rubber bullets? If one day some ‘less-lethal’ round hits you wrong and it’s
over? Are your principles going to tuck our daughters in at night?”
He stared at her, throat working.
“That’s not going to happen,” he said, too
quickly.
“You don’t know that.”
Silence stretched between them, taut and ugly.
From upstairs came the faint sound of running
water, the squeak of a faucet turned off, the muffled thud of a bathroom
drawer. Ordinary sounds. Safe sounds.
“Claire,” he said finally, voice low, “I can’t… I
can’t not be there. It’s who I am.”
She swallowed hard, eyes shining now.
“I know who you are,” she said. “I love who you
are. That’s what makes this so hard.”
He pushed himself up off the floor with a grunt,
hand braced on the couch.
“I promise I’ll be careful,” he said. It sounded
weak even to his own ears.
She shook her head slowly.
“You can’t promise that,” she said. “Not if
you’re going to keep doing this. Not if you’re going to keep putting your body
between people and guns.”
He stepped toward her, reached out, set his hand
gently on her arm.
“I’ll try,” he amended.
She let out a breath that was half laugh, half
sob.
“You always try,” she said. “You try to save
everyone.”
“I didn’t save everybody today,” he said
bitterly, images from the raid flickering behind his eyes. “They still got in.
They still made arrests.”
“But you got on TV,” she said, softer now, not
quite accusing, not quite forgiving.
He winced.
“It matters,” he said. “People see it. They get
angry. They call their reps. They show up.”
“Do you want Avery to show up?” she asked
suddenly. “In ten years? In five? You want her in that crowd next to you?”
He froze.
The thought of Avery—tall, angry, with his same
stubborn jaw—standing in front of a line of armed men made his stomach roll.
“I… don’t know,” he admitted.
“Well, I do,” Claire said. “I don’t.”
They stood there, inches apart, the TV still on
mute behind them. On the screen, Anderson Cooper spoke earnestly while footage
of Evan’s ER interview replayed in a small box over his left shoulder.
Claire glanced at the TV, then back at her
husband.
“Turn it off,” she said quietly.
He did.
The room fell into a softer darkness, lit only by
the standing lamp in the corner and the faint glow from the kitchen.
From upstairs, Avery called, “Mom? Are we doing
stories or what?”
Claire wiped at her eyes with the heel of her
hand, steadying herself.
“I’m coming,” she called back.
She looked at Evan one more time—at the bruises,
the eyes that still burned with the day’s fight, the man she married and the
man the city was slowly turning him into.
“This isn’t over,” she said softly.
He nodded once.
“I know.”
She turned and walked down the hallway toward the
stairs, bare feet silent on the hardwood.
He stayed where he was, alone with the muted TV screen and the hum of the dishwasher, as the house settled around him.
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